Overgrown industrial machinery with the Houston skyline in the background.
Overgrown machinery at Houston’s edge, where nature meets the city.

Choosing The Pause

Christianity · Faith · Testimony

Once a year, we celebrate speed, noise, and momentum, yet rarely ask what it costs us to never stop. This essay traces the moment when striving finally breaks, and silence becomes unavoidable. What appears as pause is revealed as confrontation, repentance, and reset. Not retreat, not escape, but a disciplined turning toward what endures when productivity fails. Read now, before the next moment passes without being chosen.

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OClose-up of a silicon microchip wafer used in modern CPU fabrication, representing the physical hardware behind orbital data centers and network infrastructure beyond Earth.
The physical silicon that powers tomorrow’s orbital data centers.

Data Adrift

Aerospace · Network Infrastructure · Technology

When data breaks free from gravity and moves beyond our laws, what once felt abstract becomes dangerously real. Data Adrift exposes the unseen architecture shaping surveillance, power, and control in a world where the cloud is no longer clouded by mystery but orbiting above our rights. This isn’t tech fantasy—it’s the infrastructure already bending us.

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Empty modern office workspace with multiple computer monitors and ergonomic chairs
Empty workspace reflecting burnout’s toll and the path to recovery.

The Pill That Kept The Company Running

Entrepreneur Story

At first, it felt like a miracle—a pill that unleashed a surge of focus and energy, keeping a booming business afloat while the founder raced the clock. But what seemed like fuel became a cage, distorting productivity into dependency and demanding a toll far beyond output. This is not a hustle story, but an honest reckoning with burnout and the cost of relentless drive.

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View of Pleasure Point Beach, California, with waves gently meeting the shoreline
Pleasure Point shoreline where the mind resets and reconnects deeply.

When Every Option Breaks Your Heart

Personal Reflections

We’re told choice is freedom, yet each path we take asks us to leave another behind. Every Option Breaks Heart explores the tension between possibility and loss, the quiet ache beneath decision, and the unexpected clarity that arrives when something has already slipped away. It’s not about regret, but the courage to choose what endures.

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Exterior of the barbershop storefront in Santa Cruz, launched during the 2009 recession
Rick’s Barbershop in Santa Cruz, built during the 2009 recession.

Starting a Barbershop During a Recession

Entrepreneur Story

In the wreckage of a recession, a cheap lease became a dream: open a barbershop by the ocean with no experience and no safety net. What began as calculated optimism soon collided with turnover, theft, and leadership failures that even the best location couldn’t fix. This isn’t a success story—it’s a candid look at risk, reality, and what failure teaches when opportunity and hardship meet.

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Ethereal jellyfish illuminated in deep blue water at Monterey Bay Aquarium
Jellyfish at Monterey Bay, glowing like thoughts in motion.

The Consciousness Algorithm

Artificial General Intelligence (AGI) · Technology

What if the quest for artificial minds reveals more about ourselves than the machines we build? The Consciousness Algorithm traces a human encounter with awareness, mortality, and the vast possibilities — and risks — of artificial general intelligence. This essay isn’t about code or hardware — it’s about the fragile, fleeting spark we call consciousness and what it means to create something that might mirror it.

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Houston Discovery Green’s Lucion Traveling Light Moongarden installation photographed by Ricky Lee LaPraim.
Discovery Green’s Moongarden, where illumination feels almost sentient.

Machines That Move Like Shadows

Aerospace · Technology

When skies, seas, and satellites no longer register threats, the real danger is what never appears on radar. Machines That Move Like Shadows pulls you into the realm of autonomous systems that slip through water, air, and orbit with no pilot, no fatigue, no signature. This isn’t speculation—it’s the emerging blueprint of modern conflict and silent surveillance.

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Ricky Lee LaPraim leading the first meeting for the development of the rewards platform technology, which later became the successful RepeatMD.
Early meeting for the rewards platform that became RepeatMD.

The Early Development of RepeatMD

Startup Journey

A chance conversation sparked an idea that turned into something far bigger than loyalty points and flashy dashboards. The Early Development of RepeatMD follows the rise of a rewards-platform technology from early meetings to launch, and the lessons forged in speed, uncertainty, and real human collaboration. It’s not just about building software, but how vision takes shape in messy reality.

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Close-up of the Bonshō bell at Byodo-In Temple in Kaneohe, Oahu, Hawaii, used in Zen Buddhist rituals.
Bonshō Bell at Byodo-In Temple, symbol of peace and mindfulness.

Hope You Fail

Buddhism · Philosophy

We chase success like it will save us, but what if failure is the key we’ve overlooked? Hope You Fail reframes collapse as strategy, showing how disruption can become momentum and missteps can expose what actually matters. Drawing from grit and acceptance, it’s not about targets hit but lessons learned.

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Close-up of vibrant green succulent plants surrounding a grey rock in a Hawaiian garden
Garden and stone—symbols of calm in a world of automation.

AI Allows Us to Be Human Again

Artificial Intelligence (AI) · Technology

What if the rise of artificial intelligence doesn’t diminish us but liberates us? AI Allows Us to Be Human Again flips the usual narrative, showing how automation and knowledge work can free our time, attention, and creativity rather than steal them. This essay invites you to see technology not as replacement but as a mirror for what is most profoundly human.

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Blurry view of Houston's downtown skyline at dusk, glowing with sunset hues and vibrant city lights—symbolizing potential and urban innovation.
Houston at sunset—technology and humanity illuminated together.

The Future of Hope Is Always On

Artificial Intelligence (AI) · Technology

We avert our eyes when someone sleeps on the street, hoping discomfort will disappear with the next green light. The Future of Hope Is Always On challenges that avoidance and asks what it means to care when systems fail and individuals fall through the cracks. It imagines AI-powered, person-centered care that meets people where they are.

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Buffalo Bayou Park Cistern in Houston, Texas - historic underground water reservoir with unique architectural columns and lighting, popular tourist destination
Buffalo Bayou Park Cistern—Houston’s historic underground water reservoir.

A World Beyond Datasets

Artificial General Intelligence (AGI) · Technology

We’re taught to reduce life to numbers, charts, and pattern-matching, yet human experience always exceeds any dataset. A World Beyond Datasets explores the limits of prediction, the blind spots of metrics, and why complexity, uncertainty, and meaning resist compression. It’s not anti-data—it’s a reminder that life, love, and choice are never fully captured.

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